2day, pretty shitty. went 2 my aunt house. at first thought is air brush... den in the end painting. feel so down n demoralise. on tat point feel lik going home n nt doing it. but i stil stay on. y? it is nt cause i scard or wat. cause my aunt dote me alot. dun wan giv her a hard position la. n my cousin, , she is so... hais. she is so picky, yet she is so lazy. it is lik, the naruto. the pic skin colour was lik near white, so fake. so ugly, lik ghost. i mix a skin tone colour. mix alot cause pic quite big. den she last min lik dun wan it. den i bo bian lor. remix. pour the paint to another palet. den my uncle came in, c le lik nt happy. den say me. i endure. den my cousin veri picky. i bo bian, redo tat stupid colour lik ghost. den she satisfied. i endure. den i tel her 2 paint 1 character first. cause the white ghost skin tone, not enough 4 al. simple english. she so smart. den wat her reaction? she tink i dun wan let her paint all. den act blur. fuck lar! den i ver du lan. i say u wan u paint al. most repaint. den her father came in. den i need act a gd front. y? her father dote on her so much. wan wat by wat. lik spolit her lik tat. nvm, her father come in, she win le. i endure. den she so picky, thought she wil paint veri wel. in the end? she any how paint. i c le si bei buai song. tel her off. say u paint, paint properly. otherwise veri ugly, nicely. she stil lik ya ya papaya. honestly, i feel lik scolding her lor. but bo bian her father in she biggest. so i just tel her again not so nice le. more direct. lik u wan ur room ugly u leave it lik tat. den she lik giv me attitude. anyhow mix colour n dun wan paint. paint news paper. den go eat. nb, she no do shit, she go rest den me? i need chiong chiong chiong. nvm, den thought she stil wan do. den later i go ask her do u stil wan paint? she say dun wan. i on tat point so pissed off. i was lik wtf. do i owe u? nvm. her father noe she no paint, he lik it is ok de wor. lik i paint is lik i owe dem de lei. nvm... den u noe wat she say? 2 things tat make me super pissed. first 'bryan kor kor, i wan repaint the winx club de pic, n paint again.' she was lik expecting me 2 do it. nvm, second is wen i tel her do nice nice she say 'ai ya, nvm de. after a few months 2 or 3 months, i wil paint away n do another 1' at tat point i was lik wat the FUCK i do, i rush from fucking cck 2 fucking bishan 4 fuck arh? fucking hell do until lik so jia lad try do nice nice cause my ah yi wan me do plus if i noe do, my uncle wil nag, who die? my ah yi die. n now she say al tis fuck up things.... wtf. nvm, i paint alone, den while painting i was lik veri unwilling lar.... den tink n tink. den more do more pissed off. den at a point i realli feel lik anyhow paint. but i never. 4 ah yi i never. nvm, i just endure. den u wan hear a joke? my uncle he dun wan air brush tat room. den wen i wan blend finish wif tat fuck up brush, he ask me ' bryan, do u wan 2 detail it wif air brush?' i answered him nicely, 'nah, cause i finishing le n if wan air brush need put the plastic n bring things out....' den he say 'oh ok den nvm la.' he sound a bit unhappy also. nvm i endure. the 'joke' y i put 'joke' cause if i gonna express the 'joke' my whole blog wil b stain by vulagrities. so i jus keep it in a nicer tone.




at first, he ask me air brush don's room. i say ok, cause tat time he help me find this air brush program, tak him as i owe him a favor... he also say jus air brush don's 1 of the wall onli. den i say ok. afteral i never try b4. n it is air brush. so yea. i did it, chio al the way, veri nice arh....den my uncle start the food thing. he told my dad n my family tat he wanted 2 buy 10 pao 4 me cause i can eat it n stuff. yea so? say in a nasty tone. u by 4 me, i finish it is correct arh. n bside, now i am decorating ur son room 4 u lei.ur 10 pao is not even enough 2 pay 4 my tinner, paint n maintance lor. plus my time lei? u tink ur 10 paoveri big? infact if u do by 4 me, must u say it out? if u wan say i lik 2 eat u can put it in nicer tone mah. lik i didnt manange 2 get the pao 4 bryan. wanted let him try cause it is veri tasty. infact, u never even by 10 pao, i never even eat, u can say i can eat 10? n how u noe i lik or not.? u tink u god? n ur 10+++ spring roll i onli ate 3 or 4 k? big deal? i can return u ur money if u wan. u noe how hurt was i? i feel lik being used. den ur daughter say wan paint, u cal me paint 4 her. u onli care 4 ur children. u so bloody selfish u noe? I ENDURE. i bo bian. den now, paint ur daughter room. ur daughter say tis things 2 me, correct? do things half way can arh? i do 4 u, or any1 do half way things 4 u, cannot, u do half way things can arh? den my air brush station wen wan giv me bak?n i wil NEVER GO HELP U AIR BRUSH, PAINT OR DO ANYTHING again. u say 1 means 1. i can say anything. i owe u de arh? u gt pay me arh? u didnt even say thank u. ur daughter didnt even say thank u. she didnt even treasure it. at least ur son did k? ur daughter tak it as i owe u de, owe her de. i rather stay at home n slack n rot. den go there paint. the reason y i go? nt cause i scared u or respect u or lik help. i, myself is dun wan. is cause of ah yi. giv face, n cause she dote me so much. n u noe wat, wen ah yi tel me paint the wal, i noe deep down inside, she is veri veri unhappy. n the reason y i eat le lunch den go ur house? it is cause i dun wan eat anything u bought or wat, dun wan u brag abt it again. n y i never stay? i dun wan u by things 4 me eat. yes ur food r delicious, mouth watering. so? i eat , u brag, i dun eat i hungry. i rather not stay there. thank god ah ma by prawn noodles 4 me. otherwise, i wil go out 2 eat le. even if ah yi no giv me 10 dollars 4 dinner. i also wil nt tak ur money wen u offer. i dun dare tak. must a cousin n uncle relationship b until lik tat? we might as wel b enemy. dun need mak thing so complex. i realli duno wat u thinkin. al i see in ur eye. 2 words. proud & selfish.




jus added a girl, rachel goh. my stead de cousin wor. hais tok 2 her. noe more abt her. tel her how i feel. n guess wat, i am confuse..... dun wan say le. jus happy 2 hav my ah yi agnes, my mum, my uncle(anorld), my cousin(sandy jie), my bff n also my sister(lydia), n lastly rachel goh my new mei. n dear, i realli duno if u love me whole heartedly. wen u sms me, i love u. r those words feel lik ice or candle flame? is it say 4 the sake of saying, 2 play me out or u realli mean it. i duno. but either way, i am prepared. prove me wrong. prove 2 me tat u reali love me. u r the onli thing i hav left. if u lost. i onli can depend on my air brush wife le....T^T



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