Monday, 11 January 2010
'promise me u wil sms me, promise me u wil call me, promise me u wil msn me, promise me u wil meet me.... promise me....'
hais.... 4gotten boi........ wanted 2 tel u tat i am gonna start work 2morrow. i am gonna work at 6pm... at yew tee.... thought could share my feelings... i am scared of 2morrow.... bt where were u? 2day i recieved 9 sms from u... 2morrow is 8 is it? u didnt even cal me or wat.... hais....heart broken....
feel lik crying out... bt tink bak,cry 4 wat? ignore me... hais... first day u were so excited... sms me lik everi single min.... den now? hais.... u told me ur boi from veri close 2 u den slowly bcome cold... y do i feel tat u r now lik tat boi, n i am u.... y? hais........ i love tis relationship... i treasure it so so much. n wen u do reply, u say ur phone no batt. is it my fault? i ask u where u r,u dun wan say. no reply. where the hell r u? now u gotta b at home rite? u how tired also can sms me rite? at least rite? ask me how am i. tats the least i expect le. i dun ask 4 much... ur friend admire u. cause i love u so much. bt r u treasuring me? or r u jus taking it 4 granted? i dun feel gd typing tis out. bt u r 2 much le. from a event i wana tel u, tat i gonna start work. yea i am scared bt also excited cause i can by u the bear wif my own earn money. bt where were u? cal u? no ans. sms u no reply. u go out? den leave ur phone charging is it? at least sms tel me rite? bside u gt 2 phone rite?do u stil love me i wondered. hais. pointless typing so much. afteral, do u even care enough 2 tink of how i feel? or r u jus angry wen u c tis? i duno. i cant b bothered le. i am tired, tired of w8ing 4 u 2 on9. tired or w8ing 4 ur replys, tired of w8ing 4 ur cal. u say ur ex from every morning can meet until after skol say c first. ya mayb u realli cant check. bt u r nt even putting in effort in meeting me. den y should i lay so much hope in meeting u n den al u say is i ltr gt the duno wat ceromany. sry didnt even say. nvr even say anything 2 confort me. 4get it, i no mood le... the scar u left 2day, wil nvr disappear. jus lik the cane scar i hav on my arm.
i love u darling. always tinking of u.... pls change... T.T
